new Kitten!!

Hyep Blogger nothing to update i just wanna say,, i have two kitten right now,, black and white,, the black one my mum call Tom and the white one call snow,,weeeheee so totally i have 3 cats including the "Bapak Cats"call Pussy (Yeah my first cat also my first pet,,pussy already 3 years ooo sudah sgt tua) teeeheeee,, daaaa selamat pagi bloggers i need to sleep coz tomorrow morning need to go work haiyaaa!!

R.I.P ninin

Rest In Peace Ninin,,we always love you,,kucing kesayangan norule gan family dah pergi meninggalkan kitorg,,pada 22 April 2011,,masa tu norule kat Kulim,,mak norule cakap badan die mcm kena pukul,kalo kena langgar ketapi kompem r lenyek kan nie bdn die ok jep cuma macam ada kesan kene pukul,,sampai hatikan manusia nak pukul haiwan cumill mcm tu,,sampaikan hati kau,,sampai mati aku tak ampun ko kot,,ko ingat kucing tu patung ker cuba ko kene pukul ko ase sakit kan,macam tulah dia,,aku ase ko lg teruk dr binatang kot,,!!patutnya ko yg mati tergolek kat situ,,ko tak nampak ker kucing tu kecik jep,mata die dalah cacat sebelah ko tak kesian ker,,aku doakan ko yg terkena pulak lepas nie..

k.o.s.o.n.g

ohyeah GEGURL jgn cuba nak ckp kuat nan aku nak tengking-tengking aku...mak abah aku pown tak pernah nak ckp kuat tengking-tengking aku neyh ko plak..

dat sokay NURUL FAIRUS KHALID....

just left a few month...

just focus for ur DIPLOMA..

and then UNIVERSITY wait for you...

dun lets ur HPNM go down gurl...

new sem!!!

Once upon a time...

Hello Monday! Wow,

July is just around the corner and Im not ready yet for my final semester.

Not ready to meet new people and not ready for the toughest subjects that I will take for this sem

Damn ! =__=’ But whatever it is, I do miss my classmates and ex-roommates.

Yeah, like seriously I miss them...

OMG senior years babe..dun believe it...

SUPER DUPER SENIOR...yawwww

SEM YANG MEMENATKAN...

EAT MY BRAIN PLEZ!!!!

hhhaaaabbbuuurrrrr.....

hanya kenangan

i'm so sorry...because I was not ready to fall in love at the moment..
not because I do not like you..I am really not ready..I am not one who easily falls in love...This time I just want to focus on my study work and I have a lot of money (aku an bermata duitan hahahhaha)besides I was still young, still have a lot of time for me to think about love.
you are my best friends since we're in school,to fall in love with you for a second time it is impossible,I did not want to fall in love a second time with you...

sejak kita mula contact balik siyes aku hanya anggap ko kawan jep..ko kawan terbaek aku sejak dulu..kaulah org pertama yang cari gaduh nan aku 7days24hours ko ajew yg nak bertumbuk nan aku an..hahhaha (budush weee;p)..ko gak org pertama yg gaduh nan aku pasal planet yg pling cantek smpi cikgu pon pening....hahhahaha...ingat tak masa kene denda duduk kat luar sebab lambat masuk bab sengaja mkn lambat nak skit kan ati ustaz then kene rotan sakit sampai aku nangis kuat giler time tu ko gak pujuk aku an..hahhaha(sampi skrg aku benci ngn ustaz tu hahhaha)...aku tak auw biler kiter jd kawan baek an...hahha (ko ase biler ea)masa ko tolong aku siapkan kerja sekolah kot...hahhaha...aku syg ko sgt2 masa tuh penyelamat aku...weee;p..kalau ditambah tolak bahagi darab aku ase kiter da kwn lebih 10 tahun kan...agak2 r sejak umur 8 tahun g...hahhahah...manyak tu skunk da 21 OMG da tue r ko....hahhahhaa...dan da dekat 4 tahun kiter tak jumpe tetibe haritu ko call aku..OMG serious aku terkejot beruk time tuh...siyes sgt2 rindu nak borak gadoh gosip nan ko..tp tu sume kenangan kan..

i'm doesn't want to get hurt being in love with u..and doesn't want u to get hurt being in love with me..i'm still searching for my soul-mate..(my soul-mate is people who bring out the best for me..he was not perfect but are always perfect for me)..i'm so sorry i think u're not my soul-mate..maybe be a friends was de best...I LOVE U as my best best best friends..LoVe ya..

THE 10 YEARS THAT WAS

hyep peepss... It's the year 2010 right ??(yaww),

So how was your past 10 years?

Do you remember how you were 10 years go?

This world has been through so many changes for the past 10 years.The past 10 years has been such a journey for me. This time 10 years ago I just started secondary school.A start of a new chapter in my life, a new school, new friends and new experiences. I was officially a teen! So I was that usual teen growing up. Eager to do anything other then study,learnt many things the hard way and obviously rebellious.But those 10 years has thought me many lessons. It started out with much to expect and optimism. Things we're going on really great and life was looking very bright but it started to decline towards the end till now where I'm still picking up the pieces. Still so many questions left unaswered, new questions and old questions surfacing time and time again.Indeed those years gave me the best days of my life and the worst till date.I learnt how to love another person and what a great feeling was that.to spend time and share your days and moments with the one you truly love with all your heart. I've also experienced pain and hurt like never before and saw myself crash and burn till

I wonder what's this life is all about. Saw that light at the end of this tunnel many times but just as I was about to reach it, things just crumbled down again. Sometimes I really wonder if I put too much expectations and trust in people that I hurt myself if things dosen't turn out as expected.This year didn't start out like how I expected it to be. There was so much of expectations and optimism as the end of last year approaches. But as the usual trend recently when things seem like it's getting better, it crumbles down again. Keep getting this sense of deja vu. As of now I don't really know how to look forward to this year. All I can do is put my trust in Allah Berdoa and Tawakal, at the same time really hope that Allah will answer my questions. So the start of a new decade. Where will I be 10 years later? How will things be 10 years later?

Only Allah knows, the author and finisher of my faith, THE beginning and THE end of my life chapter..

weeeeeeeee =) aku tak au apew aku merepek mlm neyh tetibe teringat masa skola dulu...lallala..(sesorry broken english lah =))wudeva lah nitezz ppl !!!

MY LOVE STORY.. =)

I've known love since i was 13...hahhaha...da lmbat sgt ker bru nk tau apa itu cinta...mesti korg tak sangka an aku kenal apa itu cinta dlm umur aku da meningkat...aku tak advance cam korg lah...hahahha...my first love adalah kwn rapat aku masa skola until ktorg sekolah menengah..cam tak caya an dulu time primary selalu gaduh memang tak leyh nampak mukalah ada jep nak gado...ayat yang aku ingat smpi sekarang "heyh mudak semenanjung blk lah p semenanjung bah"(apakah)hahhaa... i went to secondary school and i had my first encounter with my enemy(musuh ketat dr primary)..lalallala he was the beautiful thing I've ever seen, i swear..dan pertama kalinya jantung neyh berdengup dgn laju (ouch ayat tak leyh bla duh hahhaa).. every time he does that my heart skips a beat, hampir 10 tahun ktorg berada dalam sekolah yg sama,mengadap muke yg same urh maybe betol apew org ckp tak bek gaduh-gaduh nnt sesame lalalla (apakah) tp ktorg tak lame pown sesame 5 years n then _______..apapun he was the most beautiful thing i've ever seen in my life..love can be cute as a button yeker(ye owt lalalla)..

fast forward, i'm going to PSIS then damn again in a relationship

owh apakah..siyesly i never love dat guys like i love my first love... one lead me to belive that everything was beautiful a first..he injected my boring life kat poli neyh dgn bermacam-macam jenis drama melayu. nway thanks teman aku selama aku bosan kat poli neyh..memang aku ngan

ko tak leyh goon...

then now i'm pretty happy being single...ramai tanya knp aku nk single jep

mega trauma ker (so funny duh)..n here my answer bkn aku trauma okay..tak pernah langsung adew perkataan tuh dlm diari hidup aku..manyak sebab knp aku lg suker single..yeah brp ramai kwn-kwn yg aku kenal putus cinta even dorg da couple lama kekadang tgok dorg tensen sebab lelaki wat aku pikir knp perlu couple lau wat otak sesemak (sesory tade maksud papew ea)hahahha... n aku da tgok betapa seorg perempuan itu mencintai seorg lelaki smpi die berubah segalanye.. okay berubah kpd positif dat was good tp ini negetif sumthink goes wrong kat sana...aku takowt untuk lukakan hati kecil ini..aku tak sekuat korg aku bkn seorg yg penyabar..i'm doesn't want to get hurt being in love with someone. bg aku kalo betul aku jatuh cinta lg kali ni biarlah hubungan tu lama bkn sekadar nak ekowt2 org..aku percaya pada jodoh pada takdir..wat masa skrg aku mmg tak pikir nak couple-couple (nk kawin jep hahahha gatai shial)... aku ase bebas skg neyh..even ada yg ckp tade org nak jaga aku...aku da ibubapa yg leyh jaga aku okay darla.. and maybe aku akn jatuh cinta juga untuk kali ketiga, tp tak au biler maybe esok atau hari2 selepasnya..hanya die sahaja yang tahu..

i don't know what means of LOVE and how to describe that word actually, yeah i have to admit it was beautiful. Ive been through 2 times in this feeling but never keep the right one.what i learn and what i gain it's just a worth experience that teach me to stand by my own and had courage in whatever i do. yeah, love is always make us blind.but love is the best feeling among the other feelings. love is in the air, love is everywhere..If LOVE was a PERSON??? maybe ianya akan hanya ada kegembiraan tanpa air mata (ececehhhh)..

It's LOVE

smile .

it makes a world difference

dance.

who knows when you wont able to?

cry.

holding those emotions inside is bad for you

kiss.

it's one the most wonderful things in this world.

laugh.

what the point of hiding happiness?

frown.

why not let them know you're unhappy?

apologize.

you don't wanna lose friends, right?

hug.

there's no better felling then being wrapped up close to someone you love

live.

because life is everything :)