suddenly !!!!

I felt so sad
MISERABLE
HELPLESS
USELESS
HATRED
RETARDED
BETRAYED
and the lists are countless

Okay
maybe I am choosing those emotions
instead of
HAPPY
CHEERFUL
ENJOY
and what else you can think of

I was super duper annoyed

Plus recently, I've got mood swings
Sometimes I can be super down or angry instead
but sometimes I can be happy

Sometimes when you don't go through
a smooth time, you just feel like you're
living in a piece of shit
Everything turns out to be so super duper extra ordinarily
R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D!

I am speechless.